When something new just comes along, do keep your guard up or do you play along? It’s so unexpected, not part of the plan.
It startled your nerves and unsettled your hand.
You were holding out, just waiting and sad. You were filled with confusion and so fucking mad.
You knew it, you loved it, you missed it so much but every excuse was just one big crutch.
This new thing, showed you you’re worth so much more than someone who always just slams the damned door.
You’re beautiful, sweet, and so filled with wow...Your chin’s up, you see that you understand now.
If someone can throw you away so fast, and ignore all the goodness and blow off the past... W,ell who are they really? Are they worth a damned shot? Or even a moment, even a thought?
You give yourself worth cause there’s so much that’s there, from the tips of your toes to the ends of your hair.
You pushed that aside cause you beat yourself up for someone who never could give a real fuck.
Apples and oranges...black and white... the chapters start over. Forget that old fight.
-S